Bubble girl
January 27th, 2006 by jadeite
I wake up and say a prayer for you again
I put on that song you sang to me and then
I head off to my job, guess not much has changed
Punch the clock, head for home
Check the phone, just in case
Go to bed, dream of you -
That’s what I’m doing these days.- ‘These Days’ by Rascal Flatts (edited)
I do feel that He’s been gently prodding me in a certain direction because lately I’ve suddenly come to a realization and an understanding. I’ve become convicted of my feelings and I’m surprised, because nothing’s really happened lately to make this happen. I just…sort of came into it. Like nirvana, or something. And now that I’ve gained understanding, now that I’ve come to terms with how I feel, I guess I’ve also settled down for the long haul. I do believe there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, in that sense. I don’t wish to grow more maudlin and wistful though, but more calm, more trusting, more willing to rest in Him and let Him worry about shtuff.
Lord…don’t stop holding my hand.