tell me about it

I think I’ve begun to adopt a rather passive outlook towards life, at least for these six months.  It rather feels like my life is stagnating now because the same things happen everyday - wake up, go to work, lunch, go home, sleep.  When my life gets into a rut I tend to wallow in [...]

Having a headache, running a fever.
Painful scratchy throat, tired eyes.
Still at work.
Misery.

Yeah. 
Send me inside your mind
I wanna know what you’re thinking
This time I’ll try
To be the one you always thought you knew
It’s true, I’m blue
And without you
I’m not right, I’m not fine
I wanna be rain that tastes like wine
I wanna be good, I wanna be great
I wanna be everything
Except for your mistake
Let me into your view
I [...]

I will be receiving a belated birthday present from the Singapore govern*ment just because I’m a legal adult :D  Yay, $400 (or more) $600 will be coming my way!
*loves the govt*
*laughs at everyone below 21 years old*
Sigh, such a sucker for money.
GIVE ME MONEY AND I’LL VOTE FOR YOU YAY
:P
Now I can finally get the [...]

And I prayed, for wisdom, for understanding, for maturity.
For courage and strength, love and hope.
For faith.

You know that wretched feeling where you know you’ve given everything up for lost? Where you want to cry but you feel so empty and hollow inside that your eyes are red and dry; and your heart keeps beating that sickening thudding beat and just won’t stop? Where you can do nothing but [...]

From ‘Before Sunset’, one of the best movies I’ve ever watched.
“Toujours l’amour nous fuit, l’amour toujours nous detruit…”
Now we are together, sitting outside in the sunshine
But soon we’ll be apart and soon it’ll be night at noon
Now things are fine, the clouds are far away up in the sky
But soon I’ll be on a plane [...]

I had a earring project going this year, whereby I wore a different pair of earrings to work everyday, just to see how long my earring collection would hold out.
I only just ran out of earrings :D I was going to start on my mother’s collection, but she tends to wear more studs than danglies [...]

Good or bad?
Happy or sad?
.
Yes.

Sometimes blessings come wrapped up in sorrow.
Peel off the sadness, layer by layer, and uncover the unexpected.