tell me about it

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No I would not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there’ll be no rest for these tired eyes
I’m marking it down to learning
I am

Don’t think that I can take another empty moment
Don’t think that I can fake another hollow smile
It’s not enough just to be sorry
Don’t think that I could take another talk about it

Just like me you got needs
And they’re only a whisper away
And we softly surrender
To these lives that we’ve tendered away

Don’t wanna be the one who turns the whole thing over
Don’t wanna be somewhere where I just don’t belong
Where it’s not enough just be sorry

Don’t you know I feel the darkness closing in
Tried to be more than me
And I gave till it all went away
And we’ve only surrendered
To the worst part of these winters we’ve made

I am all that I’ll ever be
When you – lay your hands
Over me but don’t go weak on me now
I know that it’s weak
But God help me I need this

I will not sleep in this bed of lies
So toss me out and turn in
And there’ll be no rest for these tired eyes
I’m marking it down to learning
I’m marking it down to learning

I really don’t want to hear it.  I don’t.

I don’t need to feel worse than I already do.

Sunday was a mad rollercoaster of emotion but I think I’ve pretty much settled down now.

Prayed for God’s guidance as I arrived at church, and I’d almost forgotten it when halfway during the sermon Rev Burke said something that spoke so directly to me I was literally jolted.  I must’ve looked like a dolt sitting there ramrod straight with eyes and mouth open staring at him as he preached.  Sigh.  Lord, I don’t know.

Anyhow for those who’ve PM’ed me and asked me if I’m all right, yes I am.  Thanks for your support and concern…it means so much to me even if you don’t know what’s going on.  That’s all I need, really, just to know that there’re people who love me :) Yay for you guys – I couldn’t do without you all.

Back at work today and there are three S*MU interns here with me.  Now they’re all slacking (first day on the job with nothing to do, ah, the memories) and I’m working pretty hard.

Sigh.

It’s called ritual cleansing.

Delete the SMSes, delete the emails. Burn the letters. Hide the presents in a box and put the box somewhere way up high. Block on MSN. Ignore on Gmail.

Purge the memory.

Forget, in order to forgive.

I drew a pig!

And they told me that:

1) I am a realist.
2) I believe in tradition, am friendly, and remember dates (birthdays, etc.)
3) I am emotional and naive, care little for details and am a risk-taker
4) I am secure, stubborn, and stick to my ideals
5) I am a pretty good listener
6) I have or will have a pretty good sex life

:D

Go to DRAW-A-PIG and do your own!!  And leave a link here to show me your piggy!

“What I have forgiven – if there was anything to forgive – I have forgiven in the sight of Christ for your sake…”

- 2 Corinthians 2:10

I’ve spoken my mind. Now I want this to be over and done with, I want to be able to forgive and forget and move on from a badly-executed chapter in my life that gave birth to the happiest and most blessed months as well as some of the most disappointing and heartbreaking moments in my life.

I just want to find my peace in Him, and try to hold on to the trust that this was meant to happen.

WE BEAT CHELSEA WE BEAT THEM TWO-ONE AND WITH WHAT ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC GOALS AAAAAAHHHH A GORGEOUS FREE KICK SET-PIECE BY RIISE AND A 20-FOOT FLOATER FROM GARCIA I AM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!

*SCREAMSCREAMSCREAM*

:D

TEEHEE!!!!

FA CUP FINAL HERE WE COME :D :D :D