tell me about it

I spent the whole day alone because I thought I needed some time by myself.
Then night came around and I was seized by this sudden terror of being alone, and I wished desperately for some company. But there was no one to call. I hate that sudden rush of desperation, that need to be [...]

Hold fast to dreams
For if dreams die
Life is a broken-winged bird
That cannot fly.
Hold fast to dreams
For when dreams go
Life is a barren field
Frozen with snow.

So, I managed to lose 3 kg in four days.
Grief. The ultimate weight loss program. I wouldn’t wish it on anyone.

She says, days go by I’m hypnotized
I’m walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fire
Light the sky and hold on tight
The world is burning down
She’s out there on her own and she’s alright
Sunny came home

Cremation was over yesterday and it finally gave all of us some closure. Grandma took it really hard at the crematorium but after that I think it really did help her get closure. She looked a lot happier by the time we went to pick up his ashes. It was a pretty [...]

sibei song.
300 dolla. this gahmen is damn power, can one shot give money like this.
My mother is used to say “you think money drop from sky one ah?” I think long long, now I think answer is “yes” although this letter come from mailbox, not sky. But nebermind. Can lah, “mailbox” and “sky”. Quite close [...]

Papergirlsshop!

Nice clothes, but their models have unbelievably vacuous looks and typical super-act-cute Jap faces, hair and poses. The kind of girls where you’re tempted to peer in one ear to see if you can see sunshine through the other end. The kind of girls that most men like, unfortunately.
Some of the [...]

Randomness.
Dead bodies are not freaky when you’ve known them (alive) for twenty-three years. Then they’re just sad.
I hustled my brother and grandmother and aunty at mahjong last night while we were keeping watch over the body. We started out with $67 each and I eventually bankrupted my brother and grandmother who then grumbled [...]

Weary.

My grandfather passed away this morning with my grandma, my parents, my sister and I by his bedside. He shed some tears before he took his last breath. I’m just glad we were there with him and that he died peacefully. I’m glad I had a chance to tell him I loved [...]