Monday, 26 May 08
Was it the Coke I drank at dinner?
Insomnia.
I can’t sleep.
Four thirty in the morning and I am staring aimlessly at the ceiling. Tossing and turning in bed. The lump in my mattress always seems to poke into my back at the worst possible angle, and I vacillate between hot and cold - the covers get hot and stifling and I throw them off, then I grow chilly and pull them over again. I don’t know where my cat is and I get up to look for her every fifteen minutes but she won’t appear. Thai phrases are running aimlessly through my head. I itch. I could swear there’s a rogue ant exploring my thighs but no amount of brushing or twitching will eradicate the damn itch.
I can’t. Bloody. Sleep.
JADEITE
dee said,
May 27, 2008 at 5:34 am
lol. me too!!! And it’s 5 am now. :(